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Sunday, May 8, 2011 3:12 AM
Grandma,Your always in my heart.
I Love You.
I really dont know what to say. I dont know if i should wish Happy Birthday Ah Ma and Happy Mother's Day knowing that I cant say it out loud to her anymore. and tomorrow will be exactly one month she left. I really dont know how to celebrate this very day. as i miss her so much, so so much.
I havent been blogging for a long time, but i couldnt sleep so i decided to blog even though i have no idea what i want to say. Its not 3.45am. Ive been playing the song Yuen Lian Dai Biao Wo De Xin since 1am non stop. Since i dont know what to say, I will write this like I am talking to my grandma.
Dear Ah Ma,
Ahma, wa ji na xiang lian ni. Wo mm zhai ai gong ha mi. Ah Ma, ni yao kai xing o! Ah ma, wa gong bek jut liao ah ma. Wa zhai ah ma eh gui wa mai hao if lu ba lu kaw tiok wa. Sorry ah ma, wa bo ti ni de pang pien when lu ti tiah, lu ti suffer eh si. Ah Ma, thank you. xia xia ni. Lu goh wa ka eh nei tua huan. Ah Ma, wo ai ni. ni hui yong yuen zhai wo de xin. Wo bu hui wang le ni. yong yuen dou bu hui.
Ahma, wa ji na xiang lian ni. Wo mm zhai ai gong ha mi. Ah Ma, ni yao kai xing o! Ah ma, wa gong bek jut liao ah ma. Wa zhai ah ma eh gui wa mai hao if lu ba lu kaw tiok wa. Sorry ah ma, wa bo ti ni de pang pien when lu ti tiah, lu ti suffer eh si. Ah Ma, thank you. xia xia ni. Lu goh wa ka eh nei tua huan. Ah Ma, wo ai ni. ni hui yong yuen zhai wo de xin. Wo bu hui wang le ni. yong yuen dou bu hui.
Love and appreciate all your loved ones now. Love your friends, family, parents, grandparents, neighbours, love them by showing it. There is no point if only you know how much you love them but they dont know that. Make every memory a memorable one.
Losing someone you love is one of the hardest and toughest thing you can ever imagine. Its not about being able to let go or not. To me, is about how much pain and suffering someone at an old age had to go through up till their very last breathe. Seeing how thin they grow. I remember when i held my grandfather's hand, it was like only bones that you are grabbing. Seeing how hard they try to breathe. Seeing all the pain that you wish you could just take it all away. Yes, people say its a good thing now that she doesnt have to suffer anymore. But i wish, i just wish she would have gone in a better way.
I dont even remember when was the last time i see her smile. We did not even take photos on chinese new year. But I know now she has my grandfather to take care of her now. They can be together again, and watching over us :)
Losing someone you love is one of the hardest and toughest thing you can ever imagine. Its not about being able to let go or not. To me, is about how much pain and suffering someone at an old age had to go through up till their very last breathe. Seeing how thin they grow. I remember when i held my grandfather's hand, it was like only bones that you are grabbing. Seeing how hard they try to breathe. Seeing all the pain that you wish you could just take it all away. Yes, people say its a good thing now that she doesnt have to suffer anymore. But i wish, i just wish she would have gone in a better way.
I dont even remember when was the last time i see her smile. We did not even take photos on chinese new year. But I know now she has my grandfather to take care of her now. They can be together again, and watching over us :)
look how happy my grandma was.
The pretty cake and my beautiful grandma.
From your dearest granddaughter that love you and miss you so much.
Happy mothers day to all the mothers out there! Every one of you is a wonderful mother.
Smile :)